Incubus Dreams - October 16th-18th

[nathaniel_kitten]

Since their discussion with Anita, Asher and Nathaniel haven't really discussed much. They've simply been enjoying the freedom without guilt Anita's acceptance has allowed them. But Nathaniel knows there is something they really do need to talk about. As reluctant as he is to break the comfortable joy Asher and he have been savoring, he knows better than to let something fester.

Nathaniel climbs into bed with Asher, sitting beside the dead form of his lover, and waits for the sun to set enough for Asher to wake. He smiles faintly, brushing his fingers through beautiful golden hair, his heart tightening with how much he feels for Asher. It never lessens, that gut-turning need to be close to Asher and never let go, and Nathaniel never wants it to become less intense.

Comments

[nathaniel_kitten]

Nathaniel wets his lips.

"You made me come. You did it and then you released me and now you're touching me," he says. "You didn't just..."

It baffles him. Asher hadn't hurt him, taken him, and only then let him come.

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

Asher closes his eyes and kisses Nathaniel again, to distract him from the sadness in Asher's face, the knowledge of how roughly he has been treated.

"Because I wanted to," he murmurs at last. "I wanted to see you come, to watch you take pleasure from my actions."

[nathaniel_kitten]

Nathaniel doesn't fully understand that, but he accepts it as the answer. His lips tingle after the kiss, and he slowly smiles.

"I've never had that done to me," he says, fingers carding through Asher's hair. "I liked it. Thank you."

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

"You are welcome," he murmurs, kissing Nathaniel again.

"Do you wish to talk now?" He asks, "or recover a little first?"

[nathaniel_kitten]

Nathaniel pushes Asher back, uncaring of stiff muscles or stinging cuts. He doesn't ask, he doesn't even wait. His answer is simply to swallow Asher whole, feeling the vampire's girth in the back of his throat as he holds tightly to Asher's hips. The thing he'd been paid most often to do, the thing that had become so common place to him, is new and enjoyed and happily given to Asher now.

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

Asher is a little taken aback, letting Nathaniel pounce, breath driven from his lungs as Nathaniel engulfs him, throat working around his cock.

"Mon Dieu," he breathes, "I love your mouth..." Groaning, he fists a hand in Nathaniel's hair.

[nathaniel_kitten]

He knows how much Asher enjoys his mouth. How often does Asher kiss him, spending so much time just doing that? Or those brief moments when, as Nathaniel's smiling, Asher brushes his fingers over his lips? Nathaniel has never forgotten Asher's utter enjoyment the first night he went to his knees for his vampire and sucked him in the middle of the forest.

Nathaniel is ruthless in his actions now. He uses every trick he's learned with tongue, lips, and suction. His throat works around Asher every time his cock enters, and Nathaniel even keeps Asher buried there for long heartbeats, swallowing fiercely.

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

Asher groans, arching his back, hips rising off the bed as he buries himself deeper in Nathaniel's throat. He's achingly hard after teasing Nathaniel for so long, and it won't take much to push him over the edge.

[nathaniel_kitten]

Nathaniel puts all the skill he can behind it, even snaking a finger between Asher's legs to press against his vampire's opening. Not pushing in, just massage, teasing that sensitive skin as he swallows around the thick flesh invading his throat. Asher had spent so long bringing him such pleasure, pain delivered with a gentle hand, and Nathaniel burns to return the favor, give Asher all the sensation he can.

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

Asher moans Nathaniel's name, clutching at him as he comes, spilling into Nathaniel's mouth, arching off the bed in a smooth curve. He can't think, can't do any more than gasp for breathe, tugging at Nathaniel until he has his leopard in his arms, warmth curled against him.

[nathaniel_kitten]

Nathaniel purrs, despite his breathless panting, cuddling close to Asher. This was everything to him. Yes, the pain and pleasure were wonderful, and he enjoys it immensely, but this... the moments after... when Asher holds him, kisses him, whispers to him... That's what he treasures most.

He nuzzles Asher's throat, kissing gently, still swallowing the taste of Asher. "I love you," he murmurs, hands touching, his body pressed as close to Asher's as he can manage.

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

"Je t'aime," he whispers, kissing back, sliding both his hands down Nathaniel's spine, slow and sweet, petting his locer.

"Mon jolie chat."

[nathaniel_kitten]

A soft sigh leaves Nathaniel's lips, and his purr deepens as he relaxes against Asher. It's heavenly, the closeness and petting.

"Thank you," he murmurs.

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

Asher smiles.

"Believe me," he whispers, "it was my pleasure, mon chat." He shifts just enough to grab the blankets and pull them over the two of them, wrapping his body around Nathaniel's, their hair tangled on the pillow.

[nathaniel_kitten]

Nathaniel chuckles, warm and sated and safe under the blankets with Asher.

"I believe you," he says. "You seem to rather enjoy making me forget everything but you."

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

Asher smiles, kissing Nathaniel.

"And is that a crime, mon chat?"

[nathaniel_kitten]

"You know it isn't."

It's comfortable there at Asher's side, and Nathaniel falls silent except for his purr. He's no longer sure if he should ruin what they've just shared by starting up a conversation he doubts Asher really even wants to have.

"You put your initial in my chest," he finally says, words soft. "It will scar."

Though he's sure that was Asher's intent.

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

Asher nods, kissing Nathaniel's forehead.

"Yes, mon chat. Though there are ways, it is fresh enough that it might be healed." If not, perhaps Yrael could be called upon once more to heal his scars.

[nathaniel_kitten]

Nathaniel's quiet for a moment.

"Do you want it healed?"

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

Asher shakes his head.

"Non." He runs his fingertips lightly over the cuts, his lips brushing Nathaniel's ear as he murmurs,

"You are mine."

[nathaniel_kitten]

A shiver runs down Nathaniel's spine.

"Then it will stay just as it is," he breathes.

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

Asher smiles, drawing Nat into his arms once more, closing his eyes as he kisses him, sweetly.

[nathaniel_kitten]

Nathaniel lays there for a while, listening to the stillness of Asher's body. He feels he needs to be honest about things, and that they need to finally discuss what they've been avoiding discussing since Anita came to Guilty Pleasures.

The Anita topic can wait. What is more pressing to Nathaniel...

"I made out with Damian at Guilty Pleasures after he did my final set with me," he murmurs.

[ash-imperfect.livejournal.com]

Asher stills further, his hands resting on Nathaniel's back.

"I know," he murmurs, rolling onto his back, staring up at the ceiling.

"Byron told me."

[nathaniel_kitten]

Nathaniel instantly presses himself to Asher's side, missing the closeness of arms and lips.

"What else did he tell you?" he asks slowly.