Nathaniel Graison (
nathaniel_kitten) wrote2009-07-01 03:35 pm
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Nathaniel closes the door to Jean-Claude's room, leaning against it for a moment. Life had changed drastically for him since he'd first helped Jason months ago, and Jean-Claude's reaction to Jason's return made him think that maybe... no... life hadn't changed that much.
He walks down the hallway, his thoughts scattered, until he reaches the room he shares with Asher. Well, it was Asher's room, but he spends so much time in it, Nathaniel has begun to think of it as 'theirs'. His room, though, was up the hall a little ways, next to Jason's. Asher had made certain there had been a room he could call his own, even if it was only used when Asher spent time with Jean-Claude.
He pauses outside Asher's door, trying to decide if he should talk to his master or just go to his own room, and the need to speak with Asher outweighs any desire to be alone.
Pulling out his key, Nathaniel slips it into the lock and turns the handle, opening the door and stepping inside. He pauses there, eyes scanning the room for a moment. Asher wasn't there, but that didn't mean he wouldn't be. Nathaniel kicks off his shoes and pulls his shirt over his head, tossing the material to a chair before picking up a book and laying down on the bed.
And he waits, lost in the world of Narnia.
He walks down the hallway, his thoughts scattered, until he reaches the room he shares with Asher. Well, it was Asher's room, but he spends so much time in it, Nathaniel has begun to think of it as 'theirs'. His room, though, was up the hall a little ways, next to Jason's. Asher had made certain there had been a room he could call his own, even if it was only used when Asher spent time with Jean-Claude.
He pauses outside Asher's door, trying to decide if he should talk to his master or just go to his own room, and the need to speak with Asher outweighs any desire to be alone.
Pulling out his key, Nathaniel slips it into the lock and turns the handle, opening the door and stepping inside. He pauses there, eyes scanning the room for a moment. Asher wasn't there, but that didn't mean he wouldn't be. Nathaniel kicks off his shoes and pulls his shirt over his head, tossing the material to a chair before picking up a book and laying down on the bed.
And he waits, lost in the world of Narnia.
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Moving to unlock his door, he's surprised to find it open - but the soft heartbeat from within relaxes Asher, familiar and indeed much desired.
"Bon soir, mon chat," he murmurs, smiling as he opens the door.
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"Bon soir, mon chevalier."
He was not fluent by any definition of the word, but he had been picking up little words here and there.
"It seems I'm yours for the night, as Jason has been claimed by Jean-Claude, and he was my ride home." A shadow of annoyance darkens his gaze. "A pity, no?"
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"And whatever shall I do with you, mine until dawn, hmm?" Asher teases, hoping that glimmer of annoyance has nothing to do with staying at the Circus - the Circus, after all, being one of the few places they can be alone together.
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"I'm sure you'll think of something."
Nathaniel sets his book aside, and then runs his fingers down Asher's throat.
"Jean-Claude made me quite angry tonight," he murmurs, eyes glancing up at Asher. "Jason went to him, because he's clean now, and Jean-Claude treated him like a damned whore, there to feed him and little else. I think he wants to have a word with you about how I'm no longer everyone's little leopard."
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"I am sure Jean-Claude meant no offense," he murmurs, turning to sit beside Nathaniel, back against the pillows. "And he may say what he wants - I would not change your behaviour a bit."
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"I'm your pomme de sang, just as Jason is Jean-Claude's. Would you dismiss just as he did Jason? And when I came back -- practically begging to be loved again -- would you tell me that you'll see me at the usual time the following day?"
His anger is reignited, making him look away.
"Jason's forgiven him, because Jean-Claude apologized... well... apologized as well as he can... and it just got me thinking about master vampires and pommes and... everything."
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"I can guess some of those thoughts, cher," Asher murmurs softly. "You are my pomme de sang, yes." Asher pauses, trying to gather his words - so much more difficult, still, to explain how he feels in English. A few months ago, he would not even have bothered - would have dismissed Nathaniel rather than talk.
"But that is not who you are to me." He rests the tips of his fingers against Nathaniel's pulse, the tempting and at the same time reassuring thrum of blood under pale skin, pulse beating against his fingers.
"You are my servant, and you are my pomme, but above and before that you are my lover."
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"It's... different," he admits. Tension seems to seep from his body. "He just made me so angry." His eyes open, and he stares at Asher's leather-encased thigh. "He should have known better than to do that to Jason. Jason's... He was never someone's plaything. His body wasn't bought and sold by other people. What he gives to Jean-Claude he does because he loves his master."
They offered themselves out of love, and while some pommes never received affection in return, they were at least offered respect.
He meets Asher's gaze.
"You don't make me feel like a whore. Thank you."
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"But it's over. Thank God. Jason's clean, Jean-Claude has him back, and life can just... go on."
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Asher's eyes follow his hand, utterly and happily distracted by pale, soft skin, watching goosebumps ripple in the wake of his touches.
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"I keep wondering if your touch will always make my heart speed up and my cock stand to attention," he says with a half-smile.
While he'd managed to pull away from some of his vulgarity, he hasn't been able to leave it all behind.
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"You're making it very hard for me to be angry and depressed," he points out as his nipple draws up tight under that finger.
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Moaning softly, Asher flattens his tongue against Nat's chest, licking a stripe across, lapping up every tiny drop of blood.
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"That... I... oh, fuck it," he purrs. It still amazes him how swiftly his mind can be completely engulfed by Asher. He arches up against Asher's mouth, allowing the touch and scent and sound of Asher to wash away the negativity that had clung to him like a stale odor.
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The marks had taken the magical pleasure from Asher's bite, but it was still deliciously enjoyable to Nathaniel without such things. The pain was its own pleasure, and Asher never apologized for causing it.
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"What shall it be tonight, mon chat?" He asks, wondering if this is a night to coax answers from Nathaniel, or whether his self-confident approach to Jean-Claude will spill over. Of course, Nathaniel can answer without words - reaching for the toy chest that lies at the end of Asher's bed would be answer enough.
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He needs to forget what had been and remember what was.
What beautifully was.
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Looking at Nathaniel a long moment, Asher asks softly, "And how would you have me bleed you, mon chat? With teeth, or blades, or beatings?"
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"With teeth and beatings," he breathes, being as forward as he's ever been. Whatever had happened in Jean-Claude's room lingers still, and his eyes lift to Asher's in expectation.
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He removes a flogger out of the chest, silver-tipped as most of their toys are; the ones designed for pain, at least. It joins the pile on the bed, the last object to be added a slender cane, black leather wrapped around one end as a handle.
"Give me your wrists, mon chat," he instructs.
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Standing on the bed, Asher loops the rope through the small rings embedded into the canopy of his bed, both ends hanging down. He attaches each end of the rope to Nathaniel's cuffs, moving behind him to tug gently on the slack rope in the middle, pulling Nathaniel's arms taut, forcing him to move up onto his knees.
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