Asher opens the door gingerly, but does not step inside.
"I did not mean those words the way they sounded, Nathaniel," he murmurs mournfully, filling his words with his gift, letting Nathaniel feel his sorrow.
"Despite all I have done, all I am," he kneels down, slowly edging a little closer, "you love me. I wanted you to take me, as Jean Claude once did." He bows his head, ashamed. "It seems I find it more difficult to separate the act from my own memories than I had expected. I did not intend to punish myself, to use you in that way. I love you, mon chat, I swear I had no intention of hurting you so."
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Date: 2009-08-07 06:58 pm (UTC)"I did not mean those words the way they sounded, Nathaniel," he murmurs mournfully, filling his words with his gift, letting Nathaniel feel his sorrow.
"Despite all I have done, all I am," he kneels down, slowly edging a little closer, "you love me. I wanted you to take me, as Jean Claude once did." He bows his head, ashamed. "It seems I find it more difficult to separate the act from my own memories than I had expected. I did not intend to punish myself, to use you in that way. I love you, mon chat, I swear I had no intention of hurting you so."