"I wanted to be better than that in your eyes," he whispers. "I wanted to be good and clean and beautiful. I wanted to be something you could be proud of, that you would not want to keep hidden. All I've ever been is used. I don't want to be used by you too. I can't survive that, Asher."
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Date: 2009-08-05 09:15 am (UTC)"I wanted to be better than that in your eyes," he whispers. "I wanted to be good and clean and beautiful. I wanted to be something you could be proud of, that you would not want to keep hidden. All I've ever been is used. I don't want to be used by you too. I can't survive that, Asher."